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[brushwolf]

I am thinking of some house parties I went to in the early 2000s, when my relationship with Es was fairly new and I was new to the area and a lot of things were different, and it occurs to me that the biggest difference between looking back on your memories regretful that those times are long in the past, and looking at your memories thinking it was amazing so much great stuff happened, is how you feel about the present. If you're doing really okay on emotional breathing room, it is possible to do both at once, and revamp feeling regretful.